Sunday, September 11, 2005
School starts tml!
the hols were..
not that productive. (haiis)
i sort of lost my fire for studying after wed. haha. and i just managed to complete my Eom and I&R draft 2 in 1 and a half hr? woah! speed work. hope it's sufficiently edited. i still have integration tutorial to chiong tonight. bahs! what have i studied so far? hmm.. not much!? crap.
and my hair has received so much comments i duno if i like it now or not. my whole family doesn't like it. my church friends didn't comment much but one said i have so little hair already why i still go cut. and err, my classmates? well.. they will get to see it tml when school re-opens. argh! horror. time flies and we're back to sch again. that means its another 2 weeks time before promos start. whee. i hope you hear the excitement in my tone -__-)"
alot of things happened at the end of the week too. ahh. draining me.. i feel im like those ballerina dancer in little girls' jewellery box which twirls round and round after wounding them up. and in front of me there's this huge mirror. can you image? and you ask why.. that's cos i feel im just spinning in this hay-wired world and in my topsy-turvy emotions. i dun understand the face that's reflected in front of me. and after the spring has un-wound, i just stop. that signals when i can't take it anymore and cease to funtion. okay, sounds like im heading for PMS period. ha. maybe.
kay, i think a little time-out and exercise will help. shall go jog! ooh. i lost weight by the way. not sure if the weighing scale at the clinic is correct but im lighter now! x) haha. still haven reach my ideal weight of 4*kg yet. (yea, im FAT) shhhHhh!
later!
she will be loved[3:35 AM]
